My Heart

Shredded heart, ripped apart
By the war going on inside.
Gotta let go, release control,
and in You always abide.

Confident heart, set apart
For the purposes of God.
I’ve let it all go, released the control,
and in You will always abide.


This is one of those poems that was written in pieces. The first stanza was probably written well over a year ago. There are many things that I struggle with, mentally, and the first stanza describes the warring feelings and struggles.

Though I will always have some kind of mental struggles – don’t we all? – running across a book by Renee Swope, “A Confident Heart: How to Stop Doubting Yourself and Live in the Security of God’s Promises,” caused me to add in the second stanza more recently.

I love how God can take the hopeless start to one of my poems and help me to write a hopeful end to it. This isn’t the first time, and won’t be the last, that I’ve added to a basic poem from some inspiration that God has planted within me. Sometimes I just start with one or two lines that I write into one of my “scratch” notebooks, and later — sometimes years later — those beginnings become something more.

If you’re someone who is looking to find your confidence in God, or maybe if you’re just curious about what that would look like in your life, I urge you to sign up for Renee’s online study, coming this January. Head over to her site today and sign up.


3 thoughts on “My Heart

  1. What I can say is that it found me with perfection timing. In fact I just finished a devotion in which the discussion led me to reveal my feelings about my walk. I need to break through the barriers of my human ignorance, and realize the grass actually is greener where God wants us to be. How do I ever even forget that…

    Hey its awesome you do poetry and seek God’s influence in writing it. Blessings always


    1. Thanks! I know, it is so easy to fall off God’s path for us. As He said, His way is narrow. Sometimes you just step off the path and other times you leap completely off, but what’s important is that you get right back into walking His path. 🙂


  2. So glad you are joining me and my online study!Thanks for sharing the blog button. I love that God gave you the second stanza of your poem. I know He’s going to love on you in a sweet and healing way in the coming weeks!!


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